I finally realized why I’ve been carrying a bad mood since morning. I had a bad dream last night. In that dream, I was a kabit. A “third wheel”. A mistress. Someone who destroys relationships.
I don’t know why I had that dream. I had never been in a secret affair. I was the one who got cheated, though. Twice. This is why I find it difficult to discuss things about girls who flirt with men who are taken. It triggers a lot of emotions inside me. This is also the reason why I refuse to watch movies like No Other Woman. Ayoko nga. It’s like replaying the one of the worst moments of my life.
I can’t wait to sleep again… I really hope that I will have better dreams tonight.